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So I am in a bout of depression and stress. I have people from every end of the spectrum nagging at me for some reason. You need to do this you need to do that.I just want this year to be over. I need this year to be over. I need to break away from the stress that has been ripping me apart for the past few months. The year anniversiry of my aunt dieing, parents, prom/graduating, moving out, work, homework. Every normal thing teens go through.I sound like such a fucking complainer. But its okay, cause no one reads my lj anyways. So its just a spot for me to rant without anyone caring. Or knowing actually haha.
No matter how good I do it doesnt seem to be good enough. Im a failure for life I am. Actually I just am when Im depressed.
I think moving will be good for me, get me out of this house. Being stuck in here is messing with my brain. I feel like Miranda from The Collecter. Trapped in a place where everything is going wrong and it doesnt seem like its going to end.
I think I am going to have fun at NAIT. Even if my first year has suckeh subjects. At least I know I can go to Turbo for accounting help..if he lets me. He should, he is an accounting major. And I suck at accounting. Well, its not that it was hard accounting I took...I just didnt have a proper accounting teacher.
I dont even know why I have been complaining lately. Im just in a bad mood.
So much for my conversation with mel. I was just about to tell her something important too. Oh well. That always happens.
I think I am going to stop this here cause if anyone is reading this they are probably bored out of their minds.