Damn I'm stupid. Again.

[monsterdork75]

Ever just kinda stop and realize, much to your own dismay, that sometimes you're a total ass? I'm having that kinda train ride today. Its like when you do something dumb, and dont realize till later how dumb it was, and then you're just overwhelmed by your own stupidity? Or you very slowly slip into some bad habits, and then you realize too late that things are wrong, and you have some work to do to clean up your act? I'm about there right now. Stress and life nonsense aside, I've been a bit of a tool lately, and I gotta really try to turn things around. There's someone pretty special to me that deserves a guy that will always try to make himself better, and apologize for and fix his mistakes. I may be dumb and a slow learner, but I swear I'm hanging in there and trying hard. I wanna say thanks to those people that over the years have given me the time and the chances to get better at stuff, especially the girl Im with now, she's pretty great, and I'm a lucky boy.
Thanks babe, for giving me time to work on stuff, and the opportunity to keep going on together no matter what, love you more than more.