Sadness must be matched with self-made happiness
And when words, phrases, distance, and sense of touch fail us both
There’s nothing left to do but walk away.
I don’t want to be there when it hurts the most
Because I know you won’t feel the pain anyway.
And all the tears and emotions wasted
I thought we could do it.
I thought we can surpass it
How can I have not seen this coming?
And all I wanted was another chance.
Another chance to be with you.
Even if it meant thousands of miles apart,.
Even if meant not always being with you.
And a genius once said:
A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
And I thought this was real
Even if everyone else would say it couldn’t be
All this is was just a deal
How couldn’t I see.
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To my best friends who will immediately know which one is for them (and no, this is not by order of importance):
1. I wish I could make this all go away. I wish I can take the pain and I’ll suffer instead. But all I can do is to be here for you for every second and minute of everyday until all of this, and all of the pain has gone away.
2. We get by every single argument as if nothing ever really happened. And I’m thankful that after a few days of time of from each other, it’s as if we never even fought.
3. I’m thankful for a friend like you who seems to know the right things to say. You reassure me everyday that things will be okay. And when the time comes that you need reassuring too, just call on me and I will do the same thing for you.
4. You open up my eyes telling me things I never think about. You listen to me every single time I’m down and out. Never ever doubt and second-guess yourself, because you’re worth it in every possible way.
5. You know all my dirty secrets and I know that you will keep it. You are a dirty secret. Dirty. Dirty. Dirty. But I like you that way. You get down and dirty. (Rawr, You little devil. NANGYAWA)
6. Thank you for making me laugh every single day. Thank you for telling me everything will be okay.
7. You make it seem like you aren’t thousands of miles apart when you call me as often as you can. I appreciate all the things you’ve said and done. I’m always here when that teacher of yours makes you cry again!
8. Your wild fantasies and your contagious laugh. You. Are. Amazing.
9. I know I have said this to your face more than once: One day, you will fall in love with me. It won’t be now, it won’t be in the near future, but you will, when we have jobs and we will be both working in the States. We will see each other in a nearby coffee shop (Yes, this is a new part). And you will ask me out to dinner. I will say ‘Yes.’ But when you tell me you’re in love with me, I can’t be in love with you because you missed your chance years ago. (HEHE. You know this is for you. And I’m not even drunk typing this.)
10. Please make me your maid-of-honor and Agnes can be your matron-of-honor. HEHE. And when you do get married, please give me Chinese food everyday because you know I love it, because you know I love you.
There’s nothing left to do but walk away.
I don’t want to be there when it hurts the most
Because I know you won’t feel the pain anyway.
And all the tears and emotions wasted
I thought we could do it.
I thought we can surpass it
How can I have not seen this coming?
And all I wanted was another chance.
Another chance to be with you.
Even if it meant thousands of miles apart,.
Even if meant not always being with you.
And a genius once said:
A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
And I thought this was real
Even if everyone else would say it couldn’t be
All this is was just a deal
How couldn’t I see.
--
To my best friends who will immediately know which one is for them (and no, this is not by order of importance):
1. I wish I could make this all go away. I wish I can take the pain and I’ll suffer instead. But all I can do is to be here for you for every second and minute of everyday until all of this, and all of the pain has gone away.
2. We get by every single argument as if nothing ever really happened. And I’m thankful that after a few days of time of from each other, it’s as if we never even fought.
3. I’m thankful for a friend like you who seems to know the right things to say. You reassure me everyday that things will be okay. And when the time comes that you need reassuring too, just call on me and I will do the same thing for you.
4. You open up my eyes telling me things I never think about. You listen to me every single time I’m down and out. Never ever doubt and second-guess yourself, because you’re worth it in every possible way.
5. You know all my dirty secrets and I know that you will keep it. You are a dirty secret. Dirty. Dirty. Dirty. But I like you that way. You get down and dirty. (Rawr, You little devil. NANGYAWA)
6. Thank you for making me laugh every single day. Thank you for telling me everything will be okay.
7. You make it seem like you aren’t thousands of miles apart when you call me as often as you can. I appreciate all the things you’ve said and done. I’m always here when that teacher of yours makes you cry again!
8. Your wild fantasies and your contagious laugh. You. Are. Amazing.
9. I know I have said this to your face more than once: One day, you will fall in love with me. It won’t be now, it won’t be in the near future, but you will, when we have jobs and we will be both working in the States. We will see each other in a nearby coffee shop (Yes, this is a new part). And you will ask me out to dinner. I will say ‘Yes.’ But when you tell me you’re in love with me, I can’t be in love with you because you missed your chance years ago. (HEHE. You know this is for you. And I’m not even drunk typing this.)
10. Please make me your maid-of-honor and Agnes can be your matron-of-honor. HEHE. And when you do get married, please give me Chinese food everyday because you know I love it, because you know I love you.