change -24
Someone once told me that, "The reality that you have experienced makes you stronger..."
There's more to it, but that's the biggest part, maybe, for more people at least. There's not much time left before things will be as back to normal as they usually are here.
I'm worried that people here are giving into the deities somehow. Of course this is going to get to us, even if we aren't affected, technically. It is just as painful to watch those you care about blame themselves for choices they had to make to keep going forward.
Maybe it's enough to believe we're all going to work to get back on our feet. Kohane-chan, Himawari-chan, Yuuko-san, Sakura-hime, Clow-san, Doumeki....everyone I've never met. I feel like something should be said but, maybe it's too much, some people are already feeling bad about the things they did. Is telling them to feel better something good by default? Not really I guess.
But someone should at least be there for them.
And I'm worried not everyone has someone who will always be there.
I'm still tired. But I don't think I've remembered a distinct dream in a while. Is that just because I'm here?
Can this place really be part of hitsuzen?
I'm thinking, rather than a day to remind people of things they or we did, for whatever reasons, it could be that we're supposed to take it into our own hands.....and things change depending on how we look at them.
For loved ones, maybe, make a food they liked, or you associate with them in their thought and honor.... for enemies, we can respect them by not regretting a decision that big....for people who aren't either....just remember, but try not to blame or grudge yourself more than necessary.
It's....dark. Not saying we aren't all a little dark but, it's...not any kind of justice for either party....you know? And I don't think I've ever thought about it as much as I have here, in this way but, death isn't the end of everything...it's another step. We move on, but we don't forget.
The City and its deities can move us around, but it's not up to them who we are.
This isn't really....well obviously it's not that. People can take it or leave it...but I hope they take some of it.
There's more to it, but that's the biggest part, maybe, for more people at least. There's not much time left before things will be as back to normal as they usually are here.
I'm worried that people here are giving into the deities somehow. Of course this is going to get to us, even if we aren't affected, technically. It is just as painful to watch those you care about blame themselves for choices they had to make to keep going forward.
Maybe it's enough to believe we're all going to work to get back on our feet. Kohane-chan, Himawari-chan, Yuuko-san, Sakura-hime, Clow-san, Doumeki....everyone I've never met. I feel like something should be said but, maybe it's too much, some people are already feeling bad about the things they did. Is telling them to feel better something good by default? Not really I guess.
But someone should at least be there for them.
And I'm worried not everyone has someone who will always be there.
I'm still tired. But I don't think I've remembered a distinct dream in a while. Is that just because I'm here?
Can this place really be part of hitsuzen?
I'm thinking, rather than a day to remind people of things they or we did, for whatever reasons, it could be that we're supposed to take it into our own hands.....and things change depending on how we look at them.
For loved ones, maybe, make a food they liked, or you associate with them in their thought and honor.... for enemies, we can respect them by not regretting a decision that big....for people who aren't either....just remember, but try not to blame or grudge yourself more than necessary.
It's....dark. Not saying we aren't all a little dark but, it's...not any kind of justice for either party....you know? And I don't think I've ever thought about it as much as I have here, in this way but, death isn't the end of everything...it's another step. We move on, but we don't forget.
The City and its deities can move us around, but it's not up to them who we are.
This isn't really....well obviously it's not that. People can take it or leave it...but I hope they take some of it.