Dec 09, 2004 15:26
Dimebag Darrell is gone. I can't fucking believe it. When we found out, Annie & I cried on the phone together. Why the fuck would anyone want to take his life? Who the fuck thinks they have that right? Augh. I'm so sad, mad, confused.... everything. He was a metal god. Fallen. Hollow. sldkjfslkfjslkdjg I've been crying all morning. This hit me so hard. I love his music so much. SO MUCH. No one knows, whats done is done. I keep quoting that song. It means so much to me. Now, it has much more. Not only have I FUCKING INKED IT INTO MY FLESH, but now this. I don't even know what to say. I feel like a part of me is missing. PanterA is a part of me. And now a part of PanterA is gone. Gone forever, but forever remembered. I decided that instead of the other design, I'm getting a tattoo dedicated to Dimebag next. He's a fallen metal god - never to be forgotten. He has influenced so many musicians, his music has helped me through so much and made me so happy. He deserves the world.
Rest In Peace Dimebag Darrell. We miss you so, so much.
Pantera - Hollow
"He as hollow as I alone now
He as hollow as I alone
A shell of my friend
Just flesh and bone
There's no soul
He sees no love
I shake my fists at skies above
Mad at God
He as hollow as I converse
I wish he'd waken from this curse
Hear my words before it's through
I want to come in after you."
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P.S. Something that pisses me off:
Don't get me wrong, I applaud anyone who pays respect to Dimebag Darrell. But it just irks me that suddenly everyone & their mom are hardcore PanterA fans. It's just so sad that it takes a musician's death to make fans come out of the woodwork. You know? It's a lot like when Kurt Cobain died. Suddenly everyone was a Nirvana fan. I'm sure it pissed off the true Nirvana fans too. I'm just saying, pay your respects, but don't lie out-right about how long you've been a fan. And don't try and act like you know what it's like for someone who's life was truly influenced and truly molded around PanterA's music. That's all.