questions I can anwser but Im afraid to do so.. .
Today as I was walking to the mini-mart by the court appointed classes I have..I got the weirdest and utterly depressing thoughts that I have been avoiding for quite sometime. I asked myself "if I never have been anything than how come I feel like a has been?" and I knew the anwser but I was to afraid to think about it any further... It bugs me to know that things for me are not going to be easy or even normal for a while if at best stable. Anyway those of you who are going to school right now I hope you pull through the rest of the week, spring break is next week so it should be a welcome and well deserved break for most of you. Anyway Im feeling tired and kinda sad ..I wont say I'll update soon but Im going to try..