Death to Monster, part...who the hell can count?

[monster_grrrl]

I think I just ate something to which I'm allergic. Okay, I know I did, but I don't know what I ate (i.e. what nut) and I don't seem to be having a really bad reaction. My lips feel tingly and swollen and there's a scratchy lump in my throat.

I've taken benadryl and I'm in a hospital, so if things don't get better then I'll go down to emergency.

Um, I'm doing a really fucked-up thing and pretending there's nothing wrong. Why am I so afraid of these people?