Late night ponderings
So as I lie in bed watching my 2 cats nuzzle, my mind is swirling with thoughts. I've been contemplating my options about so much lately. I wonder how I'll do on my first MCAT, or if Sean and I will find our first place together that weekend I'm up.
I wonder how I'll do grade-wise by the end of this semester or how distracted I'll be as I prepare and take my GRE the day before graduation. I wonder if I'll survive this deployment and do all that I promise to do this summer. I wonder if I'll pass my national pharmacy tech exam or what living with the parents will be like now that I've lived away from them. I wonder how they'll accept me moving in August (school or not) or how much money I'll get from graduation announcements.
So many thoughts and I'm only touching the tip of this iceberg. I have so many worries, fears, hopes for the future. And yet, as I lie here watching the cats depend on each other I realize how my life has changed now that Sean is here to support all my choices. Like my cats do, we depend on each other....but it's that dependence that helps us survive all the obstacles in our way.
Always thinking/worrying
Jen
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