Anything, Everything, Nothing

[monster6]

I got a list of people that told that I wouldn't amount to anything
Checked in on em the other day and they currently aren't doing anything
A couple of years ago my ears stopped listening to anything
Soo the only thing that can stop me is me, and not anything
These days i just try to strive to beat everything
I found something that I love, and I'm saving up for a wedding ring
My mistress missed stress and wants to be queened when I'm already king
So my love is all gone, adding fire to whats already mean
The eyes tell a story of a man that tries to hide
I smile all day for the pain that is inside
And on the one fight that one night when my inner descides to die
My outer will be the shell and no tears will my eyes cry
This is a lesson in confession no Usher needs to show me to my seat
I'm in the booth spilling my truths on how I lie, steal, and cheat
How I love all the attention, but hate the people that I meet
How its a cold cold world but the center is where I sleep
Then of course there is the fact that I am no longer that
Which is why i am this and there is no turning back
So on judgement day when I'm in the on line trying to chat
I hope I get feedback instead of something wack