a happy oneeeee
well heEEllloooo there,
Im sitting here, typing away on my lappy, and for the first time in a year ive wanted to update my lj, and im not sad...this is akaward HA...ne ways things seem to be on the up and up...i <3 sarah...im not gunna lie. i think theres something here that is unseeable now...but i get the butterflies when i think about her...its amazing...shes amazing...she helps me through so much shit that no one else has been able to help me with...thanks to everyone for helping...but she has the ability to take me to the next level and im starting to sort shit out in my life...its a good feeling...i mean this season sucks...i miss my brother alot every day..dont get me wrong...but im starting to be able to deal with the emotions rather than suppressing them like i have for the past year...thanks for everything beautiful! It feels good to have a positive thing on my lj...its cool...i never thought that i would be so lucky to have a girl like sarah...sorry i keep going on...but im in awe that life can be good for me...i havent had many things good happen for me in a long time...and so having this amazing girl in my life who cares about me...and who wants to get to kno me and who i care about so much and who i wanna kno everything about...its just such a great feeling to have someone...
well...i dont wanna bore the world with my sappy story...but kno that i care about her...and boys...stay away from her...that is all
Eric
Im sitting here, typing away on my lappy, and for the first time in a year ive wanted to update my lj, and im not sad...this is akaward HA...ne ways things seem to be on the up and up...i <3 sarah...im not gunna lie. i think theres something here that is unseeable now...but i get the butterflies when i think about her...its amazing...shes amazing...she helps me through so much shit that no one else has been able to help me with...thanks to everyone for helping...but she has the ability to take me to the next level and im starting to sort shit out in my life...its a good feeling...i mean this season sucks...i miss my brother alot every day..dont get me wrong...but im starting to be able to deal with the emotions rather than suppressing them like i have for the past year...thanks for everything beautiful! It feels good to have a positive thing on my lj...its cool...i never thought that i would be so lucky to have a girl like sarah...sorry i keep going on...but im in awe that life can be good for me...i havent had many things good happen for me in a long time...and so having this amazing girl in my life who cares about me...and who wants to get to kno me and who i care about so much and who i wanna kno everything about...its just such a great feeling to have someone...
well...i dont wanna bore the world with my sappy story...but kno that i care about her...and boys...stay away from her...that is all
Eric