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Today was yet another scorcher of a day, and I am sweating just sitting here. So 1st block I had gym and realized that it was really hot, and that I forgot my drink for the day. So I called my mom, but she wouldnt bring it to me, so Katie and I went on a search to find some gatorade...and let me tell you...we found 8 gallons!!! lol...so then 2nd period, we watched a movie...boring...3rd period we watched a movie...it was fun though. Then I had lunch and found out that my Independent study was approved!!! Yay....then 4th block we chilled in the Air conditioned library...so that was kool.
After School...Will and I went to the PD and we drove around in a cruiser and asked everyone not to sell alcohol to minors...I sat in the back and about 9 people saw me and shook their heads...so I am sure I will have some explaining to do...lol...Now I am home alone...sweating...and I have a school comittie meeting tonight...seems like a good time!!!
I have this issue with myself that I feel I need to express and maybe someone will have a brilliant idea for me. I have this weird desire to have a girlfriend. It is not because I want to do anything sexual or anything...there is just something about always having someone there for you. I know that someone will say that it is not all fun and games, and believe me...I know that it is not all fun and games. However...nothing in life is fun and games. School, work, friends, peers...nothing is all fun and games. I really want the stability of a relationship. I tried to just find some close friends, and it just didnt work. Some people would call me desperate. I guess that could be a word used to describe it, but I think that is too broad. I am not desperate for like a girl to be like mine bioch...u know? I am looking for a relationship. And you know what is amazing...I am the only one who seems to be looking for that. I dont think I am very picky...all I want is someone who is drug/alcohol free...which seems to be my biggest enemy...and someone who cares about you...and someone who is willing to invest in eachother. Anyone out there looking for the same qualities??? I dont know...Mrs Goodrich tells me to stop looking...but I have this phobia of like not ever getting a gf cuz I dont try hard enough. Then when I try...it has always failed. SO I dont know...
Ya...FYI...I did this in no way to tell anyone that I like them...just so that no one gets weird on me. I am just seeing if anyone has any good advice. You got any???????
Today was yet another scorcher of a day, and I am sweating just sitting here. So 1st block I had gym and realized that it was really hot, and that I forgot my drink for the day. So I called my mom, but she wouldnt bring it to me, so Katie and I went on a search to find some gatorade...and let me tell you...we found 8 gallons!!! lol...so then 2nd period, we watched a movie...boring...3rd period we watched a movie...it was fun though. Then I had lunch and found out that my Independent study was approved!!! Yay....then 4th block we chilled in the Air conditioned library...so that was kool.
After School...Will and I went to the PD and we drove around in a cruiser and asked everyone not to sell alcohol to minors...I sat in the back and about 9 people saw me and shook their heads...so I am sure I will have some explaining to do...lol...Now I am home alone...sweating...and I have a school comittie meeting tonight...seems like a good time!!!
I have this issue with myself that I feel I need to express and maybe someone will have a brilliant idea for me. I have this weird desire to have a girlfriend. It is not because I want to do anything sexual or anything...there is just something about always having someone there for you. I know that someone will say that it is not all fun and games, and believe me...I know that it is not all fun and games. However...nothing in life is fun and games. School, work, friends, peers...nothing is all fun and games. I really want the stability of a relationship. I tried to just find some close friends, and it just didnt work. Some people would call me desperate. I guess that could be a word used to describe it, but I think that is too broad. I am not desperate for like a girl to be like mine bioch...u know? I am looking for a relationship. And you know what is amazing...I am the only one who seems to be looking for that. I dont think I am very picky...all I want is someone who is drug/alcohol free...which seems to be my biggest enemy...and someone who cares about you...and someone who is willing to invest in eachother. Anyone out there looking for the same qualities??? I dont know...Mrs Goodrich tells me to stop looking...but I have this phobia of like not ever getting a gf cuz I dont try hard enough. Then when I try...it has always failed. SO I dont know...
Ya...FYI...I did this in no way to tell anyone that I like them...just so that no one gets weird on me. I am just seeing if anyone has any good advice. You got any???????