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[monroe_]

let me start off by saying that i can not wait until the changing of seasons. with every inch the world moves around the sun i only hope that i can mature just a little bit, grow a little older, but at the same time never forget how to swing.

i am enjoying life so mcuh right now. not even school is bringing me down, although every day i show up i hate my self for ruining my high school education right from the start. and every day i hate walking through the halls of collins hill high school. though i will have to keep my head up and look alive, because i will not let another school year beat me. i hope.im trying not to give up so easy.

outside of school things are going very well, and then again not as well.i really love every single second i spend with melissa and i wouldn't give it up for anything. but outside of that nothing seems to interest me. i hate that feeling and i wish it would go away. oh and mike wants to be a fire fighter. that would certainly change things, i dont know for better or worse though. just so long as he is happy though, he needs to be happy, he hasnt been lately.

no one go to stephens birthday party this weekend. he hates every one.