Thinking positive?!?!?!
So I didn't talk to Adam at all yesterday.... This is so freaking hard to give him space. But I'm trying to keep myself busy. Today I woke up at around 10:45 and finished doing my laundry and took a shower. Then I organized all my make up into one bag. You're probably thinking pretty pointless, but I think it's really handy. And now I'm at work. I got to work about 1:30 today. Really early for me. I figured to save myself the embarrassment of calling Adam, I would just come into work. This moving on shit is no joke.
Now on to a lighter topic... My mom's birthday is coming up this weekend. She's going to be a whopping 57. But I swear she doesn't look it. We are having a low country boil on Saturday the 29th for her. I'm really excited. And she seems to sound pretty excited about it herself. Which is really awesome, because she is never too happy about her birthday. Then next month we are going to Tampa to visit one of her friends. That should be fun. It would get me out of this freaking state for a while and give me a very needed break. I'm so thankful for my friends, and my family for being so helpful to me. I know I sound like a whining school girl, but I'm trying to be as positive as I can be with the situation at hand. Life's a bitch, but their is no point on dwelling on the negative things. I take the SAT's on the 5th of November. I'm going to try and put my nose back into the book and study. I will admit that I haven't even picked the book up for a week. I just couldn't concentrate. I feel like my brain is a bowl of scrambled eggs. But today it seems to be operating a little better. Or maybe I'm kidding myself, we'll see. Well, back to sitting here looking like I'm doing something REALLY important.
Now on to a lighter topic... My mom's birthday is coming up this weekend. She's going to be a whopping 57. But I swear she doesn't look it. We are having a low country boil on Saturday the 29th for her. I'm really excited. And she seems to sound pretty excited about it herself. Which is really awesome, because she is never too happy about her birthday. Then next month we are going to Tampa to visit one of her friends. That should be fun. It would get me out of this freaking state for a while and give me a very needed break. I'm so thankful for my friends, and my family for being so helpful to me. I know I sound like a whining school girl, but I'm trying to be as positive as I can be with the situation at hand. Life's a bitch, but their is no point on dwelling on the negative things. I take the SAT's on the 5th of November. I'm going to try and put my nose back into the book and study. I will admit that I haven't even picked the book up for a week. I just couldn't concentrate. I feel like my brain is a bowl of scrambled eggs. But today it seems to be operating a little better. Or maybe I'm kidding myself, we'll see. Well, back to sitting here looking like I'm doing something REALLY important.