Oct 09, 2005 17:33
gosh.i update in spurts i swear.well not much has changed in my little life.i got a job.at hollister co.it is good i guess.non-stop entertainment.i am making money.it feels so freaking good.and i can finally help my mother out a little.but a little can definately go along way.
i have lost a couple of friends.but is indeed for the better.it seems like i am constantly finding flaws in people.no one is ever who they seem to be.lesson learned over and over.but i love meeting new peoplle and getting to know everyones story.everyone is so different and have their own little something to give me.like courage.or excitement.or even a new outlook on life.i never regret meeting anyone.only if i fall in love with them and they screw me over.ha.oh god.!
i am still looking for someone to love me right.i haven't found anyone.i guess scumbers just isn't the place to find the winners.blah.i am talking to this one guy who is supposedly bi or curious or something.he constantly reminds me how "gorgeous" i am.or how awesome of a friend i am.but i have this weird feeling he is gonna fuck with my emotions.nothing new.no i am not miss cleo bitch.! i need to be put to sleep.and fast.!
miss kittin.next sat.i can't wait.suck my dick.lick my ass.whoot!whoot.!
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