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smashingwood: Brittany you are gonna fucking kill me when i tell you this
Brittany85S: why didnt you get to class
smashingwood: i did Cocaine last night
Brittany85S: you know what i may be there in the spring so stay
smashingwood: and handlebars
Brittany85S: NO WAY
Brittany85S: are you serious
Brittany85S: ???
smashingwood: i am soo sorry
smashingwood: <333
Brittany85S: im ssssssssooooooooooo pissed
smashingwood: i am very dissapointed in myelf
Brittany85S: was it the first time
smashingwood: I was already barred out and drunk and i was offered coke and i was like yeah *stumbles over*
smashingwood: yes
smashingwood: i am all like DRUGS ARE BAD!!
smashingwood: i hate druggies and now look at me
..i got so shit faced....
smashingwood: i fell and busted my head on the edge of a dresser
smashingwood: i have a cut on my forehead
Brittany85S: omg, i know you cant see me or becky but we are sitting here SHOCKED, please PLEASE dont EVER do it again
Brittany85S:
Brittany85S: im so sad
smashingwood: babe....i am so sorry
Brittany85S: i dont want to see anything bad happen to you
smashingwood: right now in my pocket i have fucking 1 vicoden and 1 handlebar
smashingwood: and i am gettin more coke on fri.
smashingwood: please don't think of me any differently baby..
smashingwood: i love you guys...
Brittany85S: why are you getting coke
Brittany85S: dont do it, please
smashingwood: i am gonna get somefor #'s and then i am going to an afterparty
smashingwood: i wanna cry..i have let you and myself and other people that care about me down
Brittany85S: are you going to do it
smashingwood: i fell so shitty today..
Brittany85S: i AM crying,
smashingwood: i don't want anyone to think of me any diferently though
smashingwood: i am still the same old loving Refugio
smashingwood: who makes ugly bitches run
smashingwood: :p
Brittany85S: im just really scared for you
smashingwood: oh brittany what have i came too
smashingwood: since i have started college and i am on my own..i seem to not have the guts to make my own decisions
smashingwood: peer pressure to the extreme
smashingwood: PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don't hate me you guys
Brittany85S: we have come a long way , from drew and being enemies to now in college and your like one of my bestfriends, and im just really scared cause i know what that shit does to people it tore my family apart
smashingwood: i know..and i am sorry
Brittany85S: i dont want to see you fail, IM BEGGING YOU i know i seem lame cause i dont do drugs but its not gonna help you at all
Brittany85S: i'll be there with you in the spring,and we can get jobs together, and you'll get through college
Brittany85S: its the most important thing in the world
smashingwood: ok..you have got to help me with my life cuz as of right now...i am not helping myself
I AM SO SORRY for doing this to myself!? i have let one of the greatest people in the world down. What have i done?!
Brittany85S: why didnt you get to class
smashingwood: i did Cocaine last night
Brittany85S: you know what i may be there in the spring so stay
smashingwood: and handlebars
Brittany85S: NO WAY
Brittany85S: are you serious
Brittany85S: ???
smashingwood: i am soo sorry
smashingwood: <333
Brittany85S: im ssssssssooooooooooo pissed
smashingwood: i am very dissapointed in myelf
Brittany85S: was it the first time
smashingwood: I was already barred out and drunk and i was offered coke and i was like yeah *stumbles over*
smashingwood: yes
smashingwood: i am all like DRUGS ARE BAD!!
smashingwood: i hate druggies and now look at me
..i got so shit faced....
smashingwood: i fell and busted my head on the edge of a dresser
smashingwood: i have a cut on my forehead
Brittany85S: omg, i know you cant see me or becky but we are sitting here SHOCKED, please PLEASE dont EVER do it again
Brittany85S:
Brittany85S: im so sad
smashingwood: babe....i am so sorry
Brittany85S: i dont want to see anything bad happen to you
smashingwood: right now in my pocket i have fucking 1 vicoden and 1 handlebar
smashingwood: and i am gettin more coke on fri.
smashingwood: please don't think of me any differently baby..
smashingwood: i love you guys...
Brittany85S: why are you getting coke
Brittany85S: dont do it, please
smashingwood: i am gonna get somefor #'s and then i am going to an afterparty
smashingwood: i wanna cry..i have let you and myself and other people that care about me down
Brittany85S: are you going to do it
smashingwood: i fell so shitty today..
Brittany85S: i AM crying,
smashingwood: i don't want anyone to think of me any diferently though
smashingwood: i am still the same old loving Refugio
smashingwood: who makes ugly bitches run
smashingwood: :p
Brittany85S: im just really scared for you
smashingwood: oh brittany what have i came too
smashingwood: since i have started college and i am on my own..i seem to not have the guts to make my own decisions
smashingwood: peer pressure to the extreme
smashingwood: PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don't hate me you guys
Brittany85S: we have come a long way , from drew and being enemies to now in college and your like one of my bestfriends, and im just really scared cause i know what that shit does to people it tore my family apart
smashingwood: i know..and i am sorry
Brittany85S: i dont want to see you fail, IM BEGGING YOU i know i seem lame cause i dont do drugs but its not gonna help you at all
Brittany85S: i'll be there with you in the spring,and we can get jobs together, and you'll get through college
Brittany85S: its the most important thing in the world
smashingwood: ok..you have got to help me with my life cuz as of right now...i am not helping myself
I AM SO SORRY for doing this to myself!? i have let one of the greatest people in the world down. What have i done?!