I finally figured out what I want to do and who I want to be.
I want to be
Paul C. Mawhinney.
You think I'm kidding or being facetious, but I'm dead fucking serious. Whatever I have to do to achieve three million records, I will do it. I mean, fair enough that I want to basically be Rob Gordon ((which is a fully fleshed-out model for living)), but... now there's a finite goal. A finish line that when I cross it I can say, "Fuck yeah! I did it!"