Another Update.....
Well lately ive been drowing myself in my video games, i started playing phantasy star online again for the xbox console, my team on there is on the rise again since i started to hack it. but anyways onto real life news, just incase you didnt know there was a time back with whenever i was going out with my ex-gf and one of her friends at the same time, but in the end i chose the one i chose and this is what i get, so in the end i we're just going to start friends and im okay with that because i found out that about the last week of our relationship all she did was lie, and last night on the phone i asked her does she tell him she loves him just to see if she would lie but she didnt she said she does and that she thinks he's cute and sweet which i didnt like to hear but i didnt let it bother me much, and about that other girl she finally found out me and cj stopped talking so she started to call again and always me on aim, telling me she likes and wishes i would have gotten with her a long time ago. needless to say it might be my next girlfriend but i dont think im ready for another long term thing, even my mom says i should just go out picking up bitches. but i actually really like the fact all my friends have been so supportive for me through this hard time. even my friends on xbox live and the internet it feels nice having people to talk to about this stuff.