Jun 10, 2005 22:51
ever have a feelin' of pullin the trigger,
just to feel your skull splinter,
or slit your wrist,
to see who gets pissed?
or how bout that thought in the back of you're mind of what really is gonna happen when i die?
is it really heaven/hell, or is it just total, complete darkness?
Or the thought of just saying fuck it, and jump from the roof to see if you really will die or just break a few bones?
the feeling that everyone hates you and you're no ones loves you and you really are alone?
these thoughts are only suppressed by theraphy and drugs, fuck that and fuck everyone that thinks life is that way, fuck everyone that tells you to live life a certain way, just live it, love it, hate it, just dont waste it!
mmmfcl!