update
So yeah, I spend more time on Facebook than here. It's easier, and there are more people there to interact with. I get bored here at home sometimes. I also don't like how difficult it is to post pictures here, since I have to put them all on photobucket, then post here. It's lame. I suppose if I had a paid account it would be easier.
That reminds me: why does Flickr impose a limit on how many pics you can post? I gave up Flickr once I reached the limit, which is lame, since I like it better for sharing pics than Facebook.
Whatever.
Today's drama is mostly over. A conversation is in order, but I fear it. And I wonder: If I can't talk about it honestly with people, what makes me think I'm ready for it?
Whatever. I made some dr. appointments and I am renewing my commitment to making things work. It's like losing weight. I say I want to, but sabotage my efforts, not on purpose really, but through a lack of commitment. I can't make something that important. I can't make it more important than everything else, which it seems you need to do.
Okay, enough. I don't have any more to say really. Everything seems like it's too personal, too "TMI" and so I really find that I can't say anything of substance online anymore.
That reminds me: why does Flickr impose a limit on how many pics you can post? I gave up Flickr once I reached the limit, which is lame, since I like it better for sharing pics than Facebook.
Whatever.
Today's drama is mostly over. A conversation is in order, but I fear it. And I wonder: If I can't talk about it honestly with people, what makes me think I'm ready for it?
Whatever. I made some dr. appointments and I am renewing my commitment to making things work. It's like losing weight. I say I want to, but sabotage my efforts, not on purpose really, but through a lack of commitment. I can't make something that important. I can't make it more important than everything else, which it seems you need to do.
Okay, enough. I don't have any more to say really. Everything seems like it's too personal, too "TMI" and so I really find that I can't say anything of substance online anymore.