three hundred and fifty-six days
It's been a year since Diane died...an entire year. She'd have been 47 tomorrow.
It's odd thinking about what I was doing exactly one year ago: playing video games and crying. Depressing, isn't it? I wasn't quite sure how to handle this grief thing, but you get used to it after a while. Well, sort of...
So much has changed, but at the same time, there are so many things that are exactly the same. It feels odd to look back at who I was then and see who I am now and wonder how I could be exactly the same and completely different at the same time.
As I get more and more tired, I get less and less articulate.
Well anyway, things have been rather good lately...a mini-road trip up to Julian (no apple pie, but some hiking!), for one. That was fun. I'm doing better at spreading my time around equally, I've learned that I don't have to spend every second of my life out with friends...though most of my free time is still devoted to mi amigos.
Looks like I'll probably end up being a kitty for Halloween...it's simple and overdone (I've done it twice already), but still, it's one of my favorites. Plus I get to wear my cute cat ears.
I don't have much to complain about...so I'll stop here.
It's odd thinking about what I was doing exactly one year ago: playing video games and crying. Depressing, isn't it? I wasn't quite sure how to handle this grief thing, but you get used to it after a while. Well, sort of...
So much has changed, but at the same time, there are so many things that are exactly the same. It feels odd to look back at who I was then and see who I am now and wonder how I could be exactly the same and completely different at the same time.
As I get more and more tired, I get less and less articulate.
Well anyway, things have been rather good lately...a mini-road trip up to Julian (no apple pie, but some hiking!), for one. That was fun. I'm doing better at spreading my time around equally, I've learned that I don't have to spend every second of my life out with friends...though most of my free time is still devoted to mi amigos.
Looks like I'll probably end up being a kitty for Halloween...it's simple and overdone (I've done it twice already), but still, it's one of my favorites. Plus I get to wear my cute cat ears.
I don't have much to complain about...so I'll stop here.