a return to....?
A great many things have transpired since I last wrote in this thing (begining of first semester). I had-until last week- held onto the idea of completing my undergrad at American U in Washington D.C. However, it is not to be. I'm slowly accepting the idea that I will be at UGA for the remainder of my bac. I'm making it up to myself by planning my year off. I'm going to get TESL (teaching english as a second language) certified and going to another country for 6 months. Than I'm going to work with some (as yet unspecified) organization that does good things. I WILL make college a valuable experience for myself. I'm now openeing myself up to joining clubs etc on campus, so if anyone has some valid suggestions, pass 'em on. I think I'll start with Amnesty International.
Actually, I think I'll start with not wanting to cry evertime I have to explain that I'm not going to D.C. It's a really big dissapointment. I threw out all my AU stuff today. Acceptance letters (both years), shiny info folder from when I visited there, everything. Ellie's going to go to AU. She didn't even want to go until a couple of weeks ago. Whatever. Not thinking about stuff like that. At some point it just stops being useful to point fingers. It has certainly stopped making me feel better. As has this entry. Bye, now.
Actually, I think I'll start with not wanting to cry evertime I have to explain that I'm not going to D.C. It's a really big dissapointment. I threw out all my AU stuff today. Acceptance letters (both years), shiny info folder from when I visited there, everything. Ellie's going to go to AU. She didn't even want to go until a couple of weeks ago. Whatever. Not thinking about stuff like that. At some point it just stops being useful to point fingers. It has certainly stopped making me feel better. As has this entry. Bye, now.