My Birthday Sucked!
My birthday sucked because John had to help his dad move all day, so I spent my 2nd birthday in a row alone. Well, not totally alone, the baby was here. But still...no celebrations, no adult company to talk to, no money to go out & celebrate with, etc. It sucked. Plain & simple.
Today was my wedding anniversary & I spent that alone with the baby too. But John will be here for the 2nd birthday in a row for his birthday. He expects me to make him his no-bake oreo cheesecake he picked out, since he made a cake for me last year...I don't think I'm going to make it. He's probably going to cook on the grill, so in a sense we are going to celebrate his birthday again & mine just gets swept under the rug.
I'm really hating my birthdays now, since most of the month up to my birthday & feel that in the pit of my gut that I'm going to be alone again & will be for every birthday from now on.
::sniff::
Today was my wedding anniversary & I spent that alone with the baby too. But John will be here for the 2nd birthday in a row for his birthday. He expects me to make him his no-bake oreo cheesecake he picked out, since he made a cake for me last year...I don't think I'm going to make it. He's probably going to cook on the grill, so in a sense we are going to celebrate his birthday again & mine just gets swept under the rug.
I'm really hating my birthdays now, since most of the month up to my birthday & feel that in the pit of my gut that I'm going to be alone again & will be for every birthday from now on.
::sniff::