Update
(I have pieced together tidbits of entries from my myspace to update this. Yes lazy of me I know, but yeah...)
Yes I'm sure most of you who know me are thinking I might have just dropped off the face of the planet, but I didn't. I MOVED OUT!
I'm now living with my boyfriend in West Tawakoni. This is exactly what I needed. I really think that if I didn't make this decision that my life would have stayed in permanent limbo & I would have been horribly miserable.
The place we are staying at is really awesome. Near the lake so now I actually fall asleep listening to music with a background of nature instead of traffic wizzing down the street. OOOH & I can see the stars at night.
Can you PLEASE give me some money?
I need money like wicked bad. Wicked bad I say!
Not having a working car has crippled my self esteem & has made it really difficult trying to get on my feet. Hopefully once my car is fixed everything else will fall into place & then I can be giddy & feel really good about myself again.
Sometimes you have to make choices you feel are the best for you & even though they are the hardest decisions in your life to make, you know its the best thing for everyone. Right now, my son is going through so much emotionally. He's still not totally comfortable with going to see his dad every other weekend & he freaks out thinking he's never coming back. He thinks of my parent's house as his home & he needs a set schedule. So I let him stay with my parents. Until I am capable of giving him a set schedule & provide him with all the things he needs, that is the best place he can be.
I hope I have a job soon. Not having a job makes me feel lesser of a person. Kindof like I don't have a purpose.
My car is getting fixed. It needed a new cooling fan motor, which my luck would have it, can only be purchased at the dealership. This, when it's all said & done is going to make me owe my parents 500 dollars.
They also told me that if I can't make my car payment on the 9th that they would take my car & give me my mom's. I love my car. I want MY car. So I have 16 days to come up with $281.46.
Ugh. The air conditioner at the casa is broken so we have been sleeping over at AJ's parent's. His landlady is senile & we might be moving out soon to somewhere else. That is all up in the air though.
So yeah, other than that, it's the same ol'. Well that & currently I have a headache. I hate headaches. Haha.
Yes I'm sure most of you who know me are thinking I might have just dropped off the face of the planet, but I didn't. I MOVED OUT!
I'm now living with my boyfriend in West Tawakoni. This is exactly what I needed. I really think that if I didn't make this decision that my life would have stayed in permanent limbo & I would have been horribly miserable.
The place we are staying at is really awesome. Near the lake so now I actually fall asleep listening to music with a background of nature instead of traffic wizzing down the street. OOOH & I can see the stars at night.
Can you PLEASE give me some money?
I need money like wicked bad. Wicked bad I say!
Not having a working car has crippled my self esteem & has made it really difficult trying to get on my feet. Hopefully once my car is fixed everything else will fall into place & then I can be giddy & feel really good about myself again.
Sometimes you have to make choices you feel are the best for you & even though they are the hardest decisions in your life to make, you know its the best thing for everyone. Right now, my son is going through so much emotionally. He's still not totally comfortable with going to see his dad every other weekend & he freaks out thinking he's never coming back. He thinks of my parent's house as his home & he needs a set schedule. So I let him stay with my parents. Until I am capable of giving him a set schedule & provide him with all the things he needs, that is the best place he can be.
I hope I have a job soon. Not having a job makes me feel lesser of a person. Kindof like I don't have a purpose.
My car is getting fixed. It needed a new cooling fan motor, which my luck would have it, can only be purchased at the dealership. This, when it's all said & done is going to make me owe my parents 500 dollars.
They also told me that if I can't make my car payment on the 9th that they would take my car & give me my mom's. I love my car. I want MY car. So I have 16 days to come up with $281.46.
Ugh. The air conditioner at the casa is broken so we have been sleeping over at AJ's parent's. His landlady is senile & we might be moving out soon to somewhere else. That is all up in the air though.
So yeah, other than that, it's the same ol'. Well that & currently I have a headache. I hate headaches. Haha.