AAHHH
well im leaving today, i dont know if im happy or not, theres things about here that i really like and there are things i really like in canada, but im going to miss a lot of people here. it seems like the last couple weeks have been great and it sucks to know that im going to leave this! i dont know if im making the right decision. i really cant wait to come back, julia and jordan better take me out haha! i am looking forward coming back home, seeing all my friends, being able to get a job and being able to drive. i hate not knowing whats gonna happen to me in the future! this is a lot harder than i expected, i just imagined that this would just be a fun thing, i didnt expect to get attached to ppl and to this island! i really want to stay in touch with the ppl here, they are amazing and fun, funny, random, haha. well we'll see what happens over the summer, maybe ill hate it completely and beg my parents to let me come back here to finish school, or maybe ill love it and decide to stay in canada. i hate decisions!