FIC/ Suju - Just a peck - oneshot /YeHae

Oct 01, 2011 01:01

Title: Just a peck
Genre: crack, fluff, dunno really. / rating: g / length: 710w / Yesung/Donghae
Synopsis: It ate him alive, needing to do it like needing air. And it got Yesung another two more days to finally make a move.
note: seriously guys, i'm so nervous about this one. it's my first one writing SuJu as a fandom and hell, i'm nervous about how it did come out... critisize please, cause i'd like to write more of this... :)



It all started at a show, what was it called? Ah, Unbelievable Outing; that show. And he never ever thought or even tried to think about having to do what he was told to in the middle of the show. No, he never did. And it wasn’t like he didn’t like it in a way, hell because he would only lie if he would say that, it was just that it was on a public show, place; they were in front of the camera. Yet he tried to not blame him or his group mates, no, not even the mc after all. He tried to not blame anyone, but ended up looking at the PD with strange eyes after the recording. It wasn’t that he didn’t like it, it was just that he found the gesture inappropriate, immoral and hell they were two guys; males; men. He was accepting it a little bit harder. But it wasn’t that he didn’t enjoy it, because he would lie. He did enjoy it. A lot actually…

Yesung had always thought that kisses should happen between a woman and a man, pecks between parents and their toddlers, but never between men, or women. And it wasn’t like he was a narrow minded person, he just thought that way it was normal; the normal, natural way. But he had to admit that he somehow wanted to do that thing, because he could have rejected the proposal, but no he did it. He kissed Donghae on the lips, were those even his lips? He could recall properly that the man pursed his lips tightly into a nonexistent line, avoiding as much as possible the touch. He almost burst out laughing because the other looked horrible, really, with his beanie covering his face and having that expression.

But it had been only a slight touch, not a kiss, not even a peck.  Only a fainted touch because, really, he couldn’t visualize himself kissing his friend. No… but he found himself that he desired to really peck those lips - the lips, not the skin - only two days after that incident. And how much he had desired, thinking all day at that thing! It ate him alive, needing to do it like needing air. And it got Yesung another two more days to finally make a move. And he did nothing but wait the right moment - into the group’s van, right after the ending of another show - to catch Donghae again alone. It didn’t really surprise him that it was just him and himself into the van because as childish as Donghae was, he was the first one to occupy his place into the car. And he took the seat right next to him. And he had stared a little at him and tried to make conversation, but his intention didn’t actually work. He realized he really wasn’t good at making conversation with Donghae, no… so he just shot a quick glare at the building entrance to see if any of the others was close and took a deep breath when no one was in sight. And he quickly leaned over to the other and pecked those lips lightly, afraid like to last more than a second. And he got out of the car as soon as he finished, as soon as he felt the soft flesh, letting Donghae startled and confused behind still into his seat.

He entered the building again, waiting for the others to appear. And as he waited he touched his bottom lip, the lip that touched the other’s ones more, catching them fully parted waiting like for a kiss, not like that kind of peck. Yet Yesung thought that he had waited so much for nothing, because let’s be sincere, it felt nothing different than what he already knew. And he almost hit himself at that thought and at what he had really done. How was he going to go back there after what he had done? How would Donghae react and what the others would say if they would find out? And Yesung had to talk to Donghae again he thought. The other’s couldn’t - and shouldn’t - find out about that.

God, just a peck…. Just a peck.

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