Fic/ Drabbles series - SHINee
Title: Drabbles
Author: Monologueofrain
Rating: PG, R, ...
Fandom: SHINee
YAhoo.... after two days of partying i finally managed to write something. It came as SHINee drabbles. :D okay it's my first time writing drabbles, usually doing oneshots, but looks interesting... i really hope that the ones who are reading to like it.
Enjoy!
1. Mad soul child - Dear...
Key/Jonghyun
It’s raining outside. Why is it raining? It doesn’t look beautiful when it rains… it looks messy, dirty. It doesn’t have the same spirit like it used to have in a shinny day. It rains because you’re not here. See, Jonghyun? Even the sky cries after you… why aren’t you here anymore. I miss you… I miss you so much it hurts. Only two days with family, Key… you promised me.
You’re not here to hold me, to cheer me when I’m sad. You’re not here to see me everyday and smile for me. You’re not here to wave your hands and laugh like a mad man you always used to be. I miss you Jonghyun.
Even the sky misses you… please come back soon. Don’t leave me alone longer than you already did.
2. SHINee - Obsession
Jonghyun/Key
I can see you standing there, squatted into a huge human ball. Why are you crying? I can’t understand… yet I’m afraid to come and ask you what happened. I’m afraid. Am I even allowed to be afraid of you? I shouldn’t be because after all you’re my friend. My best friend… But, why do I have the feeling that I have abandoned you the last days? Is it this the reason why you’re crying? I haven’t realized that I let you alone all this time… I’m sorry. But I can’t replace that time and I surely can’t make you forget that feeling and pain. I can’t make the tears you had shed disappear. I’m sorry… I won’t do it again. Of course, because I won’t have the chance ever again.
3. SHINee - Romantic
Jonghyun/Key
I suddenly feel some strong arms around my shoulders that are keeping me gently against your chest. The familiar warmth makes me smile. I love that warmth. I let my head fall back on your shoulder and I feel your face hidden in the side of my neck. Childish, I can think… we are so childish lately. I wonder if you missed me, and yes, you did, because you can’t stop kissing my skin, slowly raising to my jaw. I giggle… it tickles. You breathe slowly into my ear and slowly start to swag me back and forth.
“Let me be your man!” you hum gently creating your own melody. Your melody for me. I love this melody. Of course you’ll be my man. You always had been…
4. TVXQ - Before You Go
Minho/Taemin
You stand frozen in the doorstep, looking at the cloths around the room. You’re afraid to ask, I can surely tell it just by looking at you. Your eyes are shaking. You’re such a silly. I come near you and gently hug you letting you know I’m right there with you. I won’t leave your side… that’s what you understand when you respond my hug. I smile slowly backing off a little. I cup your cheeks and strike them gently. You’re my little boy, how could I ever leave your side?! I pout slowly and you smirk. I caress your baby face. With a peck on your lips, I slowly whisper.
“I’ll be back in two days! Don’t be afraid…”
5. Jem - 24
Key/Taemin
He is sleeping deep down there. He is breathing deep down there. He is scared deep down there. How could they let him there all alone and helpless? Don’t they know he’s scared right now, that there is dark and he was always afraid of dark? Why had they placed those flowers on there? He didn’t like those flowers, he was allergic to those. He liked lilies… yellow lilies. Don’t they know this?
Why did they abandon him there? Why don’t they let me go to him, hug him, and comfort him? I miss him… I don’t want him there all alone…
6.Rihanna - The Last Song
Key/Jonghyun
You can’t be dead, can you? No, you can’t… you’re just not here. You’re away with some things you had to solve, I know it. That’s what you last said before leaving this room. No, you’re not dead. If you were dead, how could I still smell your scent, how could I still hear your whispers, how could I still feel your warmth around me when you hug me? How could I? How could I still listen to what you recorded in the middle of the night for me to fall asleep? This is your song, the one you sang for me before sleeping. No you’re not dead… if you were I wouldn’t be able to sleep right now, I would be able to hear your voice.
7. Sick puppies - I hate you
Onew/Jonghyun
I bury my face into the yellow pillow that you forgot into my room two days ago. I deeply inhale your smell, it’s pleasant. My fist slowly strikes the thin material. My eyes powerfully close themselves. Why aren’t you here? Where are you to be, more exactly? How long will you stay there?
You should be here, because I’m the one who misses you, who doesn’t know where you are, you dies after your touch and voice. Yet you’re not. Where are you? I hate you when you’re away and I don’t know where…
8. Superchick - Breathe
Key/Taemin
You’re cold today… the rain must have caused it. You never liked the rain, did you? Yes, today it’s cloudy. The sun doesn’t shine, Taemin… he must miss you too much already. It was probably too ashamed to come to see you when it’s crying. But it’s okay, even if he’s not here today, because I brought you flowers… sunflowers. So the sun will be with you even today. The tone of your heart is slowly piercing the room. It’s beating slowly, too slowly but it’s still beating. Every day… even if you have your eyes closed.
How are you today, Taemin? Are you sad? Or just bored? Because happy is clearly enough you’re not…
9. The Servant - Cells
Key/Jonghyun
You’re here with her again. I bit my lip annoyed when I see her laughing. You’re holding her into your arms. Why, you idiot? You promised me… I tense into my seat as she kisses you. You don’t seem to care, yet you respond her kiss. But I care, you idiot. It hurts… I want to do that, not her. I’m dying when jealousy takes place into my heart. It feels like you enjoy doing this to me, even if I know you have no other choice. The others feel good around her, less me. The second kiss. Bastard…
I stood up… I can’t handle it anymore. I’m going out; everything just to not see her kissing you. I’m angry, jealous and conscious that I’ll never be able to do that in public with you. This feeling is killing me everyday; every single day…
10. t.A.t.u - show me love
Key/Jonghyun
The phone keeps ringing for the last five minutes. Why don’t you just hang up and leave me alone? I’m so tired of these stupid calls and you not talking, whoever you are. I’m getting insane… I spot the phone on the bed and angrily answer.
“What?! Who the hell are you? What do you want?” nothing as always. You don’t talk, you just listen.
I’m about to hang up and finish this insanity.”Show me…” that’s everything you say. At least I heard your voice. A nice voice…
“Show me love…”
“Who are you?” but you already hang up.
Author: Monologueofrain
Rating: PG, R, ...
Fandom: SHINee
YAhoo.... after two days of partying i finally managed to write something. It came as SHINee drabbles. :D okay it's my first time writing drabbles, usually doing oneshots, but looks interesting... i really hope that the ones who are reading to like it.
Enjoy!
1. Mad soul child - Dear...
Key/Jonghyun
It’s raining outside. Why is it raining? It doesn’t look beautiful when it rains… it looks messy, dirty. It doesn’t have the same spirit like it used to have in a shinny day. It rains because you’re not here. See, Jonghyun? Even the sky cries after you… why aren’t you here anymore. I miss you… I miss you so much it hurts. Only two days with family, Key… you promised me.
You’re not here to hold me, to cheer me when I’m sad. You’re not here to see me everyday and smile for me. You’re not here to wave your hands and laugh like a mad man you always used to be. I miss you Jonghyun.
Even the sky misses you… please come back soon. Don’t leave me alone longer than you already did.
2. SHINee - Obsession
Jonghyun/Key
I can see you standing there, squatted into a huge human ball. Why are you crying? I can’t understand… yet I’m afraid to come and ask you what happened. I’m afraid. Am I even allowed to be afraid of you? I shouldn’t be because after all you’re my friend. My best friend… But, why do I have the feeling that I have abandoned you the last days? Is it this the reason why you’re crying? I haven’t realized that I let you alone all this time… I’m sorry. But I can’t replace that time and I surely can’t make you forget that feeling and pain. I can’t make the tears you had shed disappear. I’m sorry… I won’t do it again. Of course, because I won’t have the chance ever again.
3. SHINee - Romantic
Jonghyun/Key
I suddenly feel some strong arms around my shoulders that are keeping me gently against your chest. The familiar warmth makes me smile. I love that warmth. I let my head fall back on your shoulder and I feel your face hidden in the side of my neck. Childish, I can think… we are so childish lately. I wonder if you missed me, and yes, you did, because you can’t stop kissing my skin, slowly raising to my jaw. I giggle… it tickles. You breathe slowly into my ear and slowly start to swag me back and forth.
“Let me be your man!” you hum gently creating your own melody. Your melody for me. I love this melody. Of course you’ll be my man. You always had been…
4. TVXQ - Before You Go
Minho/Taemin
You stand frozen in the doorstep, looking at the cloths around the room. You’re afraid to ask, I can surely tell it just by looking at you. Your eyes are shaking. You’re such a silly. I come near you and gently hug you letting you know I’m right there with you. I won’t leave your side… that’s what you understand when you respond my hug. I smile slowly backing off a little. I cup your cheeks and strike them gently. You’re my little boy, how could I ever leave your side?! I pout slowly and you smirk. I caress your baby face. With a peck on your lips, I slowly whisper.
“I’ll be back in two days! Don’t be afraid…”
5. Jem - 24
Key/Taemin
He is sleeping deep down there. He is breathing deep down there. He is scared deep down there. How could they let him there all alone and helpless? Don’t they know he’s scared right now, that there is dark and he was always afraid of dark? Why had they placed those flowers on there? He didn’t like those flowers, he was allergic to those. He liked lilies… yellow lilies. Don’t they know this?
Why did they abandon him there? Why don’t they let me go to him, hug him, and comfort him? I miss him… I don’t want him there all alone…
6.Rihanna - The Last Song
Key/Jonghyun
You can’t be dead, can you? No, you can’t… you’re just not here. You’re away with some things you had to solve, I know it. That’s what you last said before leaving this room. No, you’re not dead. If you were dead, how could I still smell your scent, how could I still hear your whispers, how could I still feel your warmth around me when you hug me? How could I? How could I still listen to what you recorded in the middle of the night for me to fall asleep? This is your song, the one you sang for me before sleeping. No you’re not dead… if you were I wouldn’t be able to sleep right now, I would be able to hear your voice.
7. Sick puppies - I hate you
Onew/Jonghyun
I bury my face into the yellow pillow that you forgot into my room two days ago. I deeply inhale your smell, it’s pleasant. My fist slowly strikes the thin material. My eyes powerfully close themselves. Why aren’t you here? Where are you to be, more exactly? How long will you stay there?
You should be here, because I’m the one who misses you, who doesn’t know where you are, you dies after your touch and voice. Yet you’re not. Where are you? I hate you when you’re away and I don’t know where…
8. Superchick - Breathe
Key/Taemin
You’re cold today… the rain must have caused it. You never liked the rain, did you? Yes, today it’s cloudy. The sun doesn’t shine, Taemin… he must miss you too much already. It was probably too ashamed to come to see you when it’s crying. But it’s okay, even if he’s not here today, because I brought you flowers… sunflowers. So the sun will be with you even today. The tone of your heart is slowly piercing the room. It’s beating slowly, too slowly but it’s still beating. Every day… even if you have your eyes closed.
How are you today, Taemin? Are you sad? Or just bored? Because happy is clearly enough you’re not…
9. The Servant - Cells
Key/Jonghyun
You’re here with her again. I bit my lip annoyed when I see her laughing. You’re holding her into your arms. Why, you idiot? You promised me… I tense into my seat as she kisses you. You don’t seem to care, yet you respond her kiss. But I care, you idiot. It hurts… I want to do that, not her. I’m dying when jealousy takes place into my heart. It feels like you enjoy doing this to me, even if I know you have no other choice. The others feel good around her, less me. The second kiss. Bastard…
I stood up… I can’t handle it anymore. I’m going out; everything just to not see her kissing you. I’m angry, jealous and conscious that I’ll never be able to do that in public with you. This feeling is killing me everyday; every single day…
10. t.A.t.u - show me love
Key/Jonghyun
The phone keeps ringing for the last five minutes. Why don’t you just hang up and leave me alone? I’m so tired of these stupid calls and you not talking, whoever you are. I’m getting insane… I spot the phone on the bed and angrily answer.
“What?! Who the hell are you? What do you want?” nothing as always. You don’t talk, you just listen.
I’m about to hang up and finish this insanity.”Show me…” that’s everything you say. At least I heard your voice. A nice voice…
“Show me love…”
“Who are you?” but you already hang up.