update!
ok so im almost done with high school............finally. im glad im getting the fuck out of there. no more drama and no more bull shit or lies or stupid crap. SIGH* i really need to GTFO of there and finish shit so i can move on with that part of my life but its taking me a bit longer than i realize cause after this its growing up and i didnt think i was ready but now im pretty sure even though im still a bit scared i will go forward in my life.