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I had such a nice time with Gojyo today. ^___^ We had dinner and exchanged gifts--he gave me a lovely sweater! It was such a thoughtful gift, I really needed a new one, too. I hope he liked the scarf I gave him. I tried my best knitting it, though I'm not especially good. All in all, it was a good evening. I enjoyed myself greatly.
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Shit.
I forgot I had feelings like this. It was horrible...while I was cooking, I accidentally brushed aginst Gojyo, and then...well, I thought it had gone away, but when I got home, I decided to shower before going to bed and I was thinking about him, and...it happened again, and I had to take care of it that time and it was horrible. Is this normal? #._.# I think there's something wrong with me. But i can't ask anyone about it, definitely not.
I almost told him, too. I came so close...then I chickened out. It was horrible. I thought I would be able to do it, but then all of the things that could go wrong or come out badly suddenly came to mind and I couldn't.
Maybe one day.
And on top of my problems, I'm worried about Kobayashi-san. He seems very upset. It's bothersome.
((icon appears as the happy one.))
...
Shit.
I forgot I had feelings like this. It was horrible...while I was cooking, I accidentally brushed aginst Gojyo, and then...well, I thought it had gone away, but when I got home, I decided to shower before going to bed and I was thinking about him, and...it happened again, and I had to take care of it that time and it was horrible. Is this normal? #._.# I think there's something wrong with me. But i can't ask anyone about it, definitely not.
I almost told him, too. I came so close...then I chickened out. It was horrible. I thought I would be able to do it, but then all of the things that could go wrong or come out badly suddenly came to mind and I couldn't.
Maybe one day.
And on top of my problems, I'm worried about Kobayashi-san. He seems very upset. It's bothersome.
((icon appears as the happy one.))