gentle reminders

[monochromantic]

these ongoing harassing messages have been a reminder of why i'm so nervous about getting involved with anyone new.

how is it possible that someone i loved so much can detest me so much over something that i didn't even do?

ugh. ugh. ugh.

over a year later and i still let him have an effect on me. and he knows it.

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[walkupstairs]

oh i know that story

sorry to hear that hun, it sucks when people make false accusations and still continue making them a year later

[crashtestcase]

hate. that. feeling.

[nicnothing]

want me to beat him up for you?

[monochromantic]

no, i'd rather you just treat me right.

[tomerge]

'ugh ugh' i can understand, i have lived through so much false accusation from a loved one, it makes believing in yourself impossible.
You just have to stay concious of the predictable actions they make and try not to react to there false statements. best of luck...

[monochromantic]

thank you honey.

[crashtestcase]

also, in my experience, people do this because they're really unhappy with themselves and looking for some attention from me (from you in this case). chances are he doesn't detest you nearly as much as he detests himself.

[monochromantic]

i agree. but i hate that i still want to make him feel better.

[crashtestcase]

yeah. been there a lot this year. it is a really exhausting and frustrating feeling.