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I talked with my parents today about the shit. They understood. I guess I should have expected that. I haven't disappointed them. I guess I've only disappointed myself. This trip home is the best idea ever. I feel a lot better, but something is still nagging me from the back of my mind, much like a mother in law in the trunk of a car. It just won't go away though. I hope it does.
Seeing movies with romance in them makes me feel romantic and thus lonely. If a doofus like Keanu can get Winona why can't a doofus like me get Winona? Or perhaps ANYONE? Heh. Nothing's ever good enough. Theater girl wants to hang out after she gets back from abroad. She might have said outright that she just wants me to teach her "computer stuff" but I don't know. She's the one who was going to seduce me remember? Well I think I'm going to seduce her. Who cares if she's like super experienced and a bit nuts. Sometimes I just want to try kissing girls. See what happens. It'd be better than nothing. Tired. Sleep.
Seeing movies with romance in them makes me feel romantic and thus lonely. If a doofus like Keanu can get Winona why can't a doofus like me get Winona? Or perhaps ANYONE? Heh. Nothing's ever good enough. Theater girl wants to hang out after she gets back from abroad. She might have said outright that she just wants me to teach her "computer stuff" but I don't know. She's the one who was going to seduce me remember? Well I think I'm going to seduce her. Who cares if she's like super experienced and a bit nuts. Sometimes I just want to try kissing girls. See what happens. It'd be better than nothing. Tired. Sleep.