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I am miserable. I have a program to start and finish (remember what happened last time?). It is going to uphill the entire way. I have no idea what I'm doing. I thought about jumping off the roof of slivka during class, but then changed it into grabbing onto a branch of that giant tree on the way down. Then running back to my room to sulk and weep as my life becomes worse and worse. My legs shuddered at the thought. I don't want to die. I want to live happily, something that has eluded me ever since I came here.