Today
I rarely remember my dreams, of the past year I can only remember 3 or 4. I wish I had even a vague recollection of them, I think they can hold a lot of meaning. More recently I have been paying attention to that kind of thing. Today I went shopping with a friend of mine, it was nice, earlier during break we had a picnic together. I feel like I'm waisting my break, it's only on days where I do something - like those, that I feel I've accomplished anything.
I have been making a lot of songs, most of them don't have vocals though, It feels a lot less complete without them. Before break started I gave an EP that I made to four friends of mine. It feels strange knowing that people I know have a CD with my vocals and words and melodies. It almost like it made the music real. I think I could have only done it because of a close friend of mine. She gave me the confidence to share it with people. For me, It makes me feel completely vulnerable. In some ways thats nice for a change, I often don't put myself in situations where I can get hurt. This year I've kind of let myself be more open to more people. I think the response to the EP was good overall, and two of my friends commented on how to make it better, which I'm working on. My vocals are something that I'm really concerned with. Up until a couple of years ago I didn't even think I could sing at all. And now it some people are saying I have a good voice. It's strange, hopefully I will keep progressing with my music, right now my style is a mix a few different artists I basically try to emulate. I think through that I will find my own style.
I realized something recently about someone I know, it's strange because I've heard the same combination of words before explained in the exact same way, but this one time, everything seemed to make sense. And more than anything I felt like what I had been asking of this person before was selfish on my part. I know thats not going to make sense to anyone, I don't really need it to, I just felt like writing it down.
-eh, thats it for now......I never use this.......
I have been making a lot of songs, most of them don't have vocals though, It feels a lot less complete without them. Before break started I gave an EP that I made to four friends of mine. It feels strange knowing that people I know have a CD with my vocals and words and melodies. It almost like it made the music real. I think I could have only done it because of a close friend of mine. She gave me the confidence to share it with people. For me, It makes me feel completely vulnerable. In some ways thats nice for a change, I often don't put myself in situations where I can get hurt. This year I've kind of let myself be more open to more people. I think the response to the EP was good overall, and two of my friends commented on how to make it better, which I'm working on. My vocals are something that I'm really concerned with. Up until a couple of years ago I didn't even think I could sing at all. And now it some people are saying I have a good voice. It's strange, hopefully I will keep progressing with my music, right now my style is a mix a few different artists I basically try to emulate. I think through that I will find my own style.
I realized something recently about someone I know, it's strange because I've heard the same combination of words before explained in the exact same way, but this one time, everything seemed to make sense. And more than anything I felt like what I had been asking of this person before was selfish on my part. I know thats not going to make sense to anyone, I don't really need it to, I just felt like writing it down.
-eh, thats it for now......I never use this.......