Lost
So right now, at this very point in my life, i have never before felt so lost. I feel like i'm in the middle of no where and everyone is forcing upon me the directions they think i should use to get back home (where-ever that may be). Don't get me wrong; i love the support and advice. But now i just don't know what to do with it all. Everyone's "directions" leads me somewhere different. That's my problem. I don't know where i want to end up! It seems that most of my life I listen to Laura, just because i think she knows me the best and really knows what i want. But this is retard, no offense laura i still love your advice but i just realized- Who else knows what i want better than MYSELF! I just never listen to me. I think it is bc i'm afraid. I think it's easier if i make a wrong decision as long as i really wasn't the one making it. u know?
So last night, I studied a four page aim conversation instead of studying for the chemistry test I had today. I have brought it down to this: if a guy claims he is not ready to move on to a relationship right now with you, do you bother sticking around? is there really no such thing as casual dating? if a guy admits to being a screw up with relationships, should you still want to date him? Help! Laura your advice could be used here although i know we talked about this some already :) Anyone else who thinks they can answers these, give it your best shot!
Side note:Things seem to get real messed up when you start thinking of a friend as more than a friend.
So Laura is officially someone else's lady! YAY! Laura is now the girlfriend of Jason somebody (dont know his last name/ or i do and i just forgot)! woop-woop
I have a calc II test tom. YUCK!
Going to look at my apartment today that i'll be living in over the summer (hopefully)!
I miss Blue! :(
So last night, I studied a four page aim conversation instead of studying for the chemistry test I had today. I have brought it down to this: if a guy claims he is not ready to move on to a relationship right now with you, do you bother sticking around? is there really no such thing as casual dating? if a guy admits to being a screw up with relationships, should you still want to date him? Help! Laura your advice could be used here although i know we talked about this some already :) Anyone else who thinks they can answers these, give it your best shot!
Side note:Things seem to get real messed up when you start thinking of a friend as more than a friend.
So Laura is officially someone else's lady! YAY! Laura is now the girlfriend of Jason somebody (dont know his last name/ or i do and i just forgot)! woop-woop
I have a calc II test tom. YUCK!
Going to look at my apartment today that i'll be living in over the summer (hopefully)!
I miss Blue! :(