new journal, kiddos.

Aug 11, 2004 00:54

aftercrash_

my new journal. add me if you want to still be my friend. if not, sayonara.

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ekrueger06 August 11 2004, 16:06:44 UTC
Does it surprise you that I still want to be your friend?

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monnechetti August 12 2004, 12:34:58 UTC
no emily, in fact im really pleased. i thought i saw you the other day in wal mart, but it turned out to be some other chick, and i got really sad. i still want to be your friend, too, and i dont know even where you are right now, and weve totally drifted apart. im also really upset at myself because i cant find your shirt. i was upset at you because you put family before friends, and i just didnt understand that because my family sees me as a black sheep. but your family doesnt, and you have a good relationship with your dad (even though you tell me about how much you hate him sometimes, and these awfl things he does). but anyways emily, i really do want to be your friend, im sorry for getting upset at you, and im sorry for not approaching the issue sooner. i was just too scared. i miss you alot.

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ekrueger06 August 12 2004, 15:10:10 UTC
Wow Ariel, you have no idea how happy I am that you feel that way. I've just had a really bad summer filled with a lot of confusion and depression. I am still here and will be here for a few more weeks. I don't want to leave here without seeing you at least once more. Thanks to Vanessa, i'm starting to change my opinion on who I am putting first in my life. I can understand that you're upset at me for putting my family first. I don't really know anyone who actually feels the same way which is why I do.(B/C none of my friends do so we have a major role in my life different which creates problems) I sometimes feel as though friends aren't worth it but i've been proven way wrong. I guess i'm kinda asking for another chance. I know i'm always saying i'm making mistakes and i'm sorry and i'll fix them but this time I know I have. Spending most of summer by yourself will do that to you :D.
!!Oh dear me I went off again. Sorry for rambling. Well, I think that's all.
Oh and as for the shirt? Forget it. I do not want you to be upset about ( ... )

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monnechetti August 12 2004, 15:13:57 UTC
yay emily, i feel soo much better. i would really like to see you again. im afriad your dad wont let me come over, though. you still have my cell number, i hope. if not its 850-1179. i cant see you this weekend because my friend erin is moving in and have to help her get all set up. but next anytime next week should be good. please call.

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ekrueger06 August 12 2004, 15:31:02 UTC
Awesome. Hey you give me a call[7974910](b.c I don't have my cell anymore) too, alright? I want to meet your friend you know! And sides, if we can't hang out at my house theres always elsewhere right? (thinks park and taekwondo...!!!!!!!)
Oh and Ariel?
...thanks. :)

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monnechetti August 12 2004, 17:18:36 UTC
*hugs emily* youre welcome... im sorry we didnt work this out sooner... oh and i have fabulous new for you, remember the issue we were addressing before? there has been much headway. are you going to irhs?

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ekrueger06 August 12 2004, 17:46:15 UTC
No, I am not going to that....uhm "lovely" high school.
I hope you're not either because that would suck that I leave there and then you go.

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monnechetti August 12 2004, 18:04:03 UTC
no im not, are you just not enrolling until you move to your new town?

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ekrueger06 August 12 2004, 20:08:46 UTC
correct.
When do you start school (if you haven't already)?

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monnechetti August 13 2004, 15:26:36 UTC
i start on monday so hopefully somtime during the next week i can see you. YAY!!

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