'Cause every word that left your lips is like a needle through my heart
Days like yesterday and today almost make me wish that I never had days off. A lot of things have been making me go wtf lately.
But in a funny way I kind of like that, 'cause I've gotten to see real world examples of everything that I've been learning about in psychology for the past couple of years. I've actually been able to put my education to use.
But that doesn't mean I enjoy the situations that I happen to be a part of. The one I despise the most is the place I'm supposed to call home. It's hard to keep your head held high when all you are surrounded by is anger, negativity, and hate. Words get twisted and reality gets distorted. This place is filled with distrust, greed, and selfishness.
I think one of the biggest problems is that the past is just that... the past. It needs to be let go of. I know that's hard to do but it comes to a point where it destroys a person and their mentality. I wish people would understand that. And I think that priorities are completely out of order. Material objects and abstract concepts aren't always what should be the center of attention. I'm simply happy with knowing that I have my health, good company, and a goal in life.
Maybe having just the simple things in life is too much to ask for. Maybe the point of no return has been crossed. I realize that people change but come on.... I'd like to have normalcy and people I can actually count on back. That's been something I haven't had in quite some time.
Yet I don't ever see that returning either....
That makes this a sad, sad world.
But in a funny way I kind of like that, 'cause I've gotten to see real world examples of everything that I've been learning about in psychology for the past couple of years. I've actually been able to put my education to use.
But that doesn't mean I enjoy the situations that I happen to be a part of. The one I despise the most is the place I'm supposed to call home. It's hard to keep your head held high when all you are surrounded by is anger, negativity, and hate. Words get twisted and reality gets distorted. This place is filled with distrust, greed, and selfishness.
I think one of the biggest problems is that the past is just that... the past. It needs to be let go of. I know that's hard to do but it comes to a point where it destroys a person and their mentality. I wish people would understand that. And I think that priorities are completely out of order. Material objects and abstract concepts aren't always what should be the center of attention. I'm simply happy with knowing that I have my health, good company, and a goal in life.
Maybe having just the simple things in life is too much to ask for. Maybe the point of no return has been crossed. I realize that people change but come on.... I'd like to have normalcy and people I can actually count on back. That's been something I haven't had in quite some time.
Yet I don't ever see that returning either....
That makes this a sad, sad world.