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[monkysovesbana]

I NEED advice, should you forgive some one that has never been there for you when you need them, and they keep promissing you that one day they will come? so you wait for them , they tell you to forgive them but u can t because you can always be there waiting for them, you have to move on, and when you do become something they finally apeer and now all of a suden your in their life. but you are the only one that rembers all the forgoten bday, the day that you were supoosed yo spen with them, quality time never spent,is it really worth forgiving, one two times a year that you see that person, and only them but only them do you really see them, but then you dont want to because of the pain they put you through, youi can always wait forever for that person, should you forgive even though they lied, they forget? is it really worth it?i mean a father is supposed to be there in time of need and greed and everything, not only when his parents tell him oh hows ur daughter, and he responds oh shes great even though he hasnt seen me in a year and a half, right. so yeah im so grr i dunno i just had to say that to some one or write it down im so troubled right now , with these issus i really should care as much as i do but i dunno why, i guess a part of me still loves him as a father but them im so pist off because he has always been an ass to me and hes so ahh you know i dunno why i evn just care but yeah i guess im just confused, i am just an emu child < that was for you know who < ha, you know who you are. so till next time buh bye
ps
i hate this time of year, it only brings drama between me n my parents