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oc was amazing. and dan came. and we snuggled. and it was wonderful. friday we missed school for states. we won our morning game so greer sara carissa jamie and i went to lunch and it was fun. YAY. then we won our afternoon game. then during the sca game this girl with poof hair tipped sca's star player under the net. so it blew a half hour of our time. poof=bitch. then HAHA SADD needed the bus for an outing at like 530, and at 7 we pull into the parking lot and there are like 40 kids standing outside waiting. HA it was really funny. the team went out to dinner at cpk, which was neato. then i hauled ass home, showered, and went to last ahs game of season. dan played very wonderfully. so i saw him for a little after, then carly brittny sarah and i played. my god, i missed those 3 SOOOO much. we had a nice time even though we didn't do much. then saturday morning we had team breakfast at the good egg, which was also fun. our team bonded a ridiculous amount. we won our morning game, whcih got us in champioinships. so sara greer jamie and i and others went to lunch. then i went to last chance. then caitlin was nice and drove greer sara and i to our game. we had team dinner at paradise bakery then went to HAMILTON! we had our own locker room. and we were all sooo pumped. it was effin hot but oh wells. it was fun before the game. the game didnt go so well =/ but i guess 2nd in state is still really good, even though i know we could have won 1st. then after game i was all sad, esp after fighting with dad so much, so i went to dans for a while and it was refreshing. today i slept til 1.
and my dad came home. and freaked out at me coz i decided i wasnt going to try out for vball club excpet for azfire. and he got all worked up about stupid things. and got mad about cheer. and i was just like in awe than he was being so ridiclous. like he was screaming at me.. because first he didnt know what i ate for lunch at school..right. then bc he wanted me to go to tryouts today. and he says he wont let me play for coach kirk. and that i can't do cheer. all this random shit with no meaning. as beri said end of last year, its tactics to control me.. yeah that was when i got grounded for a week last year bc i threw out my sandwich. my mom doesn;t think she is fit to raise me. so she and my dad are like researching shit. i dont exactly know what i do. i mean she could have some crackhoe as a daughter. bleh. i need a break.
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