baby you hold me down
so, i've become totally obsessed with danity kane (the band from making the band 3). i've always watched the show and i'm so impressed with these ladies. though they try to portray a sexy image, the view that we get of them on tv (and i know it's edited) shows them as classy women who truly have a love and knowledge of music and an appreciation and respect for each other and themselves. with that said...
they have a song called "hold me down" and i like it a lot. it's caused me to realize that i miss being held. i miss the person in my life that i know will give me the feelings of security that i once had. i feel like i have lost the friend that had done that for me. i don't know why he and i aren't the way we used to be, but right now we aren't. the role that he played is one of physical, emotional, and mental support. there are times when i just need a hug and some one to pick me up and say "emily, chill the fuck out. really, it's going to be fine. you're are smart, mature, and confident and you can do this. and if you can't, i'll be here to help you out of the hole."
i need to find in myself or in someone close to me the ability to hold me down. i've always tried to make myself available to others to be the cheerleader, the therapist, and the ass kicker. it's time to find mine.
they have a song called "hold me down" and i like it a lot. it's caused me to realize that i miss being held. i miss the person in my life that i know will give me the feelings of security that i once had. i feel like i have lost the friend that had done that for me. i don't know why he and i aren't the way we used to be, but right now we aren't. the role that he played is one of physical, emotional, and mental support. there are times when i just need a hug and some one to pick me up and say "emily, chill the fuck out. really, it's going to be fine. you're are smart, mature, and confident and you can do this. and if you can't, i'll be here to help you out of the hole."
i need to find in myself or in someone close to me the ability to hold me down. i've always tried to make myself available to others to be the cheerleader, the therapist, and the ass kicker. it's time to find mine.