play by play
so...i like boy. boy likes me. boy had drunken hook up with random girl. random girl tried to be friends with me. i tried not to get attached to random girl. succeeded in that mission mostly. still awkward situations arise. random girl finds out. phone call gives me a heart attack. i run to friends freaking out. best friend hassles me. i get upset. best friend says something redeeming. another phone call reveals the whole story. a text message ensues and accidently wakes boy. boy calls. discussion happens. boy comforts me. i resolve issue with boy. i like boy even more. conversation ends. i cry. my friends comfort me. i explain my feelings mostly. i do calculus. i cry more. i hope boy comes to visit me this weekend. i know that he won't. i resolve myself to be ok with that. i listen to david wilcox. i do more calculus. i wish for a better week. call me.