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no i did not fuck josh. never happened and i dont know how that rumor got started. i guess dan just likes to start shit. i dunno
saturday sucked. i went over to diana's place at first and it was GREAT! i didnt want to leave. i had a bunch of jello shots, hung out with diana, patrick and jess for a while. then des decided she wanted to hang out, so i left to go meet her up in elyria. i didnt want her to come to the party at diana's because she FUCKS UP every party i've ever brought her to.
i met her up at walmart and she took FOREVER because she decided she wanted to buy a whole new outfit because the one she was wearing "made her look fat". ugh. finally, she bought it and changed in her car, then i drove her to whiskey ranch.
we played pool and the night was going good at first. i saw donovan and he gave me a hug and what not. at the end of our game though, some guy came up to des and i and said "hey ,my friend in the first booth over there wants to talk to you guys. drinks are on him" and he left. sooooo... i was trying to get des just to check out who this guy was, but she wouldnt go without me. turns out it was this big black guy who apparently wanted my nuts. haha. he would not leave me alone! of course i was nice, im not going to be rude and tell him to fuck off - im not like that. even so, he kept on getting closer to me or he would put his arm around me. the whole time though, ricky was texting des and me asking what she was doing. i told her she wasnt doing anything but playing pool. well, then she started flirting with some other guy and actually wanted to go home with him! UGH! so i was PISSED!!!!!! i was mad because she screamed at ricky and i when we went out and was afraid he was flirting with me and stuff... then she goes out with me and starts flirting with some other guy and was actually talking about fucking him! she kept bugging me to go home with these people with her and i wouldnt do it. i got pissed and walked out for a while. she didnt seem to care though. i hate when she does this shit. she put me in the middle of her and ricky and i didnt want to be a part of it AGAIN!
even so, ricky shouldnt get mad. he was flirting with me (now that i think about it) and told me he liked me after i left.
so yeah, i came back and i told her i was going to leave. i took her back to the car and she KNEW i was pissed off at her. sometimes i just dont know why i am friends with her. i guess i am one of the few people who can actually enjoy her company at times, but at the same time, she's fucked up.
then again, who isnt?
after all that, i went back to diana's... and it was boring. she was off talking on her phone the WHOLE time , pat had left, and everyone else was talking about their job since they all worked together. oh well.
last night T and i had another talk about US. it's still a fucked up situation.i still dont understand why he cant be with me. it makes no sense.
sometimes i just hate my life.
saturday sucked. i went over to diana's place at first and it was GREAT! i didnt want to leave. i had a bunch of jello shots, hung out with diana, patrick and jess for a while. then des decided she wanted to hang out, so i left to go meet her up in elyria. i didnt want her to come to the party at diana's because she FUCKS UP every party i've ever brought her to.
i met her up at walmart and she took FOREVER because she decided she wanted to buy a whole new outfit because the one she was wearing "made her look fat". ugh. finally, she bought it and changed in her car, then i drove her to whiskey ranch.
we played pool and the night was going good at first. i saw donovan and he gave me a hug and what not. at the end of our game though, some guy came up to des and i and said "hey ,my friend in the first booth over there wants to talk to you guys. drinks are on him" and he left. sooooo... i was trying to get des just to check out who this guy was, but she wouldnt go without me. turns out it was this big black guy who apparently wanted my nuts. haha. he would not leave me alone! of course i was nice, im not going to be rude and tell him to fuck off - im not like that. even so, he kept on getting closer to me or he would put his arm around me. the whole time though, ricky was texting des and me asking what she was doing. i told her she wasnt doing anything but playing pool. well, then she started flirting with some other guy and actually wanted to go home with him! UGH! so i was PISSED!!!!!! i was mad because she screamed at ricky and i when we went out and was afraid he was flirting with me and stuff... then she goes out with me and starts flirting with some other guy and was actually talking about fucking him! she kept bugging me to go home with these people with her and i wouldnt do it. i got pissed and walked out for a while. she didnt seem to care though. i hate when she does this shit. she put me in the middle of her and ricky and i didnt want to be a part of it AGAIN!
even so, ricky shouldnt get mad. he was flirting with me (now that i think about it) and told me he liked me after i left.
so yeah, i came back and i told her i was going to leave. i took her back to the car and she KNEW i was pissed off at her. sometimes i just dont know why i am friends with her. i guess i am one of the few people who can actually enjoy her company at times, but at the same time, she's fucked up.
then again, who isnt?
after all that, i went back to diana's... and it was boring. she was off talking on her phone the WHOLE time , pat had left, and everyone else was talking about their job since they all worked together. oh well.
last night T and i had another talk about US. it's still a fucked up situation.i still dont understand why he cant be with me. it makes no sense.
sometimes i just hate my life.