hmm...
well... Dan got married. interesting is it not?
that was definately the last thing i expected to hear today. heh
i care about it... yet i dont. like, him and his now wife were only dating a few months before making the jump to get married. of COURSE you're going to be happy! you havent been with the person long enough to know if they're right for you or not. everyone is happy at first.
to me, it's just too young to get married. to jump into such a commitment so hastily. i guess if they would have known each other longer, id be more approving.
though my approving is not needed, lol.
just saying my opinion though.
hope all goes well for them... seriously. i do. i hate to be a pessimist in such situations
maybe it's because my mom has been married 7 times that i never think anything will last...
and the age thing
but age isnt anything but a number
just... dont jump into such a serious thing. that's all im worried about
ONTO other things...
Jim wants my nuts. dont really know why... in fact... i NEVER know why anyone wants me. how the hell do i attract such people? or anyone for that matter? i dunno.
we were talking online this morning when he asks out of the blue if i'm interested in him... and i avoided the question. then later on he starts talking about us being fuck buddies and that if it got into a relationship, that wouldnt be bad either.
i still only want to be with terrence... everyone else is just passing time
he also said he started liking me when he met me at stephs house. that's kind messed up because the day i met him was the day stephs mom died and they were carrying her mom out of the house.
blows my mind
the more guys i see, the more reasons i find to be with terrence. there is something i have with him that i have never had with ANYONE else... and im pretty sure i'll never find again.
he just... understands me. it's VERY hard to understand wtf i'm thinking sometimes (haha) and he does.
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i've been talking to rachel again. her treatments are going fine and her doctor finds her to be well enough to come back to ohio for a little bit. yeay! i get to see her again.
one of the few people i trust. i missed her.
alexis is coming back too from college. eventually we're supposed to go to michigan to get diego. you know... i shouldnt think this of a guy i've known since i was... what... 2 or 3? i think that's when we first met him. anywho... diego has gotten cute. i used to think he was a hyperactive jerk when we were kids. now he's mellow and enjoyable to be around! i think it's the weed. haha.
i hope this will be a good summer this year
that was definately the last thing i expected to hear today. heh
i care about it... yet i dont. like, him and his now wife were only dating a few months before making the jump to get married. of COURSE you're going to be happy! you havent been with the person long enough to know if they're right for you or not. everyone is happy at first.
to me, it's just too young to get married. to jump into such a commitment so hastily. i guess if they would have known each other longer, id be more approving.
though my approving is not needed, lol.
just saying my opinion though.
hope all goes well for them... seriously. i do. i hate to be a pessimist in such situations
maybe it's because my mom has been married 7 times that i never think anything will last...
and the age thing
but age isnt anything but a number
just... dont jump into such a serious thing. that's all im worried about
ONTO other things...
Jim wants my nuts. dont really know why... in fact... i NEVER know why anyone wants me. how the hell do i attract such people? or anyone for that matter? i dunno.
we were talking online this morning when he asks out of the blue if i'm interested in him... and i avoided the question. then later on he starts talking about us being fuck buddies and that if it got into a relationship, that wouldnt be bad either.
i still only want to be with terrence... everyone else is just passing time
he also said he started liking me when he met me at stephs house. that's kind messed up because the day i met him was the day stephs mom died and they were carrying her mom out of the house.
blows my mind
the more guys i see, the more reasons i find to be with terrence. there is something i have with him that i have never had with ANYONE else... and im pretty sure i'll never find again.
he just... understands me. it's VERY hard to understand wtf i'm thinking sometimes (haha) and he does.
****
i've been talking to rachel again. her treatments are going fine and her doctor finds her to be well enough to come back to ohio for a little bit. yeay! i get to see her again.
one of the few people i trust. i missed her.
alexis is coming back too from college. eventually we're supposed to go to michigan to get diego. you know... i shouldnt think this of a guy i've known since i was... what... 2 or 3? i think that's when we first met him. anywho... diego has gotten cute. i used to think he was a hyperactive jerk when we were kids. now he's mellow and enjoyable to be around! i think it's the weed. haha.
i hope this will be a good summer this year