Jun 01, 2006 08:51
so this school year is almost over. kinda happy about that. well, actually i can't wait. honestly, it's so great to know that i will never have to learn chemistry again. fuck that!
i've been really bored lately. im trying to make high honors, and i work a lot, so i never have time to just chill. and when i do, there's no one to chill with. what a loooooosa! but yes. i miss those old days when matt would be at my house everyday. my family would constantly think about him when we did stuff. "oh, matt should go with us!" "since we're going grocery shopping, lets get matt the orange soda he loves!" i really miss that. it's like we only see eachother at school, and we find one day a week when we are both free of shit to hang out. i love him. i mean, don't get me wrong! things are going great. we're just growing up, and we have more responsibilities. we're not in 8th grade anymore. but the great thing is that he has a car, and he's getting his license in less than a month. maybe things will get better now that he will have rides everywhere and he's not grounded!
i also miss hanging out with other friends like ashley ( we hang out a lot, but lately we've both been so busy!), brittany, maggie, chelsea, michelle, bk (not that we ever hung out often, but i would like to!), etc...
this is why i can't wait until schoo ends. i hope this summer rocks. last summer was one of the best summers ever. i need one of those again. junior year was/is very stressful. and if i don't make high honors i wont get a car. if i don't make general honors i wont get 500$.
im just trying and hoping....
sorry about my annoying blabbing, but that's what a journal is for, isn't it?
congratulations on getting the job bk! <3