I'm not sure of anything anymore but i've got plans

[monkeywithme]

i feel like i am passed my good looking prime. thats sad. especially because i am only 19. but hopefully i can gain that back by doing these simple steps. 1. exercise and eat better while having some help from a diet pill. 2. possibly get hair extensions so my hair is to my chin length in the front and short in the back. also here are other things i would like to get done....3. get electrolysis on my under arms and 4. get my spider veins removed.
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im really confused right now about everything.
im confused with todd. i don't know if i wanna get married so soon anymore. i feel like there is a lot i am missing out on.
i want to go out and dance i want to have more friends, i want to experience more. plus i need to discover who i am before i can start a marriage. todd is asleep on my bed right now.
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kz you are so beautiful and intelligent and i can't stand it. thank you so much for caring, i think your the bees knees.
also through kz i was introduced to Norma, she is rad.
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i really want to go dancing . the end.