May 19, 2006 16:41
i've walked into a world of madness and i very much need a hug.
im okay, i really am enjoying myself but i arrived in pittsfield for a summer of theatrical goodness on monday the 8th our first audience came in last night. we have no prop shop, no prop office, we're in a state of perpetual squatting until... maybe tomorrow, maybe later.
brian, my boss, acted as the scenic designer, technical director, and scenic charge. im sure he's exhausted. he deserves a hug, big time.
the hug i need is a fairly specific hug. i miss adam terribly, all the moe because he could hug me right. what i need is someone who knows me, someone who's not just hugging me b/c i've walked up and said "i need a hug" someone who'd hold the hug until i'm done and not stop as soon as they feel some obligation is met. i bet brian needs such a hug, but that could just be me projecting. im not giving him a hug. im giving him salt. this is a man who loves salty food, more than anyone i've ever met, so i got him a salt lick - the kind you put in rabbit cages - for his desk one we have an office. hahaha
im mostly posting b/c i feel obligated to. look, i've got internet! kind of.
consider this a warm up, i'll get better.
-m-