Mar 24, 2006 18:17
I suppose i should update...lol...its been quite awhile...
things with Brent have been up and down...but overall up...i havent been this in love in a long time...its not that i didnt love tanner, because I did...i always did....and i know that he loved me...i dont doubt that...but, ultimately, the relationship failed because of one root problem..the way we communicated....how we expressed our love was radically different...and in the end...it faded...
Brent loves me the way i love him...the affection, the silly sappy-ness...the passion...things that were never completely the same with T and I are so similar with B....he at least tries to understand when i get emotional (and no alcohol is involved)...i dont know if i can express it verbally...but its there...plain and simple...we've had a lot of problems and baggage to deal with...but things are going well overall...and thats whats important
school is better...ive found joy in my classes again...or a couple of them...business law and media & politics....the subject matter actually keeps my attention and i find the work for the class somewhat interesting...which means ive been doing well on tests and papers...which is great for my GPA...GREAT!
im taking the LSAT in June...i should do quite well...if my practice test is any kind of sign...i shoudl make in teh high 160s or low 170s...out of 180...yeah...*crosses fingers*
i have 3 weddings in June to attend already! GAH! im getting so old...it feel so odd...but its supposed to i guess
i better go...dinner with my girls...later gators!