hey girls :o)
its been awhile so i thought I would update...
last time i posted was a couple weeks ago...brent had just informed me he loved me...and i was scared of his moving...
since then...he moved...it was a mess...he still has stuff at my place because we couldnt take it all over there in one trip...his apartment complex is FULL of smu kids with too much money...but its nice, despite the bitchy management (I would be too if i had to deal with snobs all day) and construction beginning at 8am every morning right outside of his window....he's still not completely settled, but getting there...mostly due to the fact that I organize something everytime I'm there...some big furniture still needs to come out of storage, and I'm just not strong enough to help...but the main things (bed, tv, computer, clothes) are in place and he gets cable and internet set up tomorrow evening....
we've had quite a few engaging discussions on my concerns...its annoying that he gets annoyed when I worry about him, and yet I can clearly remember him freaking out over me some when we first said the "L" word...but alas, I am getting better (which I told him would just take some time...I've had a bad track record, for the most part)....I havent loved someone the way I love him since Derek or Josh..and both times I ended up hurt in the worst way....but I'm beginning to trust him...its hard because hes still such good friends with his ex...but I'm trying...I want to believe him, its just hard, given the circumstances...
but things are getting better...I think he will stick around for awhile...and I love him too much to leave based on one freak out...and as for the "long distance" (if you can call it that)...so far so good...in fact, we havent spent one night apart yet...although tomorrow will change that....but then hell be here thursday, ill be there friday and saturday we will be back in FW for a party (*possibly*)
so yeah...
one of my roommates has returned....and its nice having a houseful of people again...even if it does mean a sink full of dirty dishes, of which only a couple of glasses and a plate belong to me....ah well, I took out the trash, and I will get upset if need be...I'm not going to (a) live in the filth and (b) be their mother who is really teh only one who cleans it like last semester...i will scream and yell...but not give in and "just do it this one time"
laundry is finishing...gotta run...
last time i posted was a couple weeks ago...brent had just informed me he loved me...and i was scared of his moving...
since then...he moved...it was a mess...he still has stuff at my place because we couldnt take it all over there in one trip...his apartment complex is FULL of smu kids with too much money...but its nice, despite the bitchy management (I would be too if i had to deal with snobs all day) and construction beginning at 8am every morning right outside of his window....he's still not completely settled, but getting there...mostly due to the fact that I organize something everytime I'm there...some big furniture still needs to come out of storage, and I'm just not strong enough to help...but the main things (bed, tv, computer, clothes) are in place and he gets cable and internet set up tomorrow evening....
we've had quite a few engaging discussions on my concerns...its annoying that he gets annoyed when I worry about him, and yet I can clearly remember him freaking out over me some when we first said the "L" word...but alas, I am getting better (which I told him would just take some time...I've had a bad track record, for the most part)....I havent loved someone the way I love him since Derek or Josh..and both times I ended up hurt in the worst way....but I'm beginning to trust him...its hard because hes still such good friends with his ex...but I'm trying...I want to believe him, its just hard, given the circumstances...
but things are getting better...I think he will stick around for awhile...and I love him too much to leave based on one freak out...and as for the "long distance" (if you can call it that)...so far so good...in fact, we havent spent one night apart yet...although tomorrow will change that....but then hell be here thursday, ill be there friday and saturday we will be back in FW for a party (*possibly*)
so yeah...
one of my roommates has returned....and its nice having a houseful of people again...even if it does mean a sink full of dirty dishes, of which only a couple of glasses and a plate belong to me....ah well, I took out the trash, and I will get upset if need be...I'm not going to (a) live in the filth and (b) be their mother who is really teh only one who cleans it like last semester...i will scream and yell...but not give in and "just do it this one time"
laundry is finishing...gotta run...