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So so.... just when I think life is picking up and I have everything figured out it fucks me over. I got demoted.... while I didn't like the job in the first place.... everything I've done in the past 2 years (just short of getting drunk) has been for safeway... so I feel empty now.
I think I'm going to flunk all my classes... I'm so depressed I feel like sleeping all the time, smoking , and eating chocolate.
I'm fat and ugly and hate myself. I have anxiety problems and everyone knows I'm fucked up and thats why they don't like me. 17 with issues is normal.. but 24 with issues is just sad... I can never be successful because I keep on making the same mistakes
update: If a car hit me and I died... things would be happier
I think I'm going to flunk all my classes... I'm so depressed I feel like sleeping all the time, smoking , and eating chocolate.
I'm fat and ugly and hate myself. I have anxiety problems and everyone knows I'm fucked up and thats why they don't like me. 17 with issues is normal.. but 24 with issues is just sad... I can never be successful because I keep on making the same mistakes
update: If a car hit me and I died... things would be happier