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[monkeyroses]

So Adam and I have been going out like 3 weeks now. He's so adorable. Sweet and stuff. I'm afraid I'm starting to care too much about him. I'm so scared of being hurt. I don't do well with hurt. I know he said he never would... and I know he really likes me and cares about me. Why do I long to be around him so much. We've both kinda gone through the stage of infatuation. I thought tonight we were a little cold.. but that could just be my paranoia. I miss him already. I miss him touching my skin, lying next to me, I miss his arm around me. His smell...his hair and the way his pants sit two inches below his hip and the top of his boxers.And here I sit looking at his lighter. treasuring it ... treasuring him.

I've changed though. No more skateboarding for me... its professionalism all the way.. will he still love me .. the conservative grown up girl.