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hey people! ANyone! well who ever is there! it's bout 1:18am ok where do i start? As you probly allready no i am not doing so well and well for the last couples day I wa.......... ok never mind I am not even going to tell you guys cause who give a shit bout the fuckin girl who left and has prob! but hey what new no one ever cares my dad didn't and well i can name a whole lot more I am just either going to call alex or go to my concelor. ALex you have no idea how much I miss you and well all my friends! I in tears right now, I am so cold my body is numb. I dont no whats wrong i gtg! bye i Love MOST and hate me!
*~*A Poem*~*
My body is frozen
Frozen with fear
With sadness, with anger,
It's hard to sleep, hard to breathe
It hurts, the pain I feel inside
So alone, so lost
So unsure of why I am here
It's as each day the pain gets worse and worse
As I lie there in bed tossing and turning
Hating myself more and more
Feeling as if each and everything I've done
I've caused someone pain
As I glance at the phone and see your call
I feel so damn stupid for falling asleep
The two hours I slept just have to the ones you call
And again I am left
No one to talk to, No one to help
Locked inside me the pain remains...
How long will be for?
Is it forever?
And why, why am I the one who feels this way
All I've ever tried to do was to be perfect
And yet I failed again
I've failed as a daughter
a friend, a sister, a girlfriend, everything
Anyone there? Anyone at all?
I'm locked up inside
No way to escape
No one to help
And so this pain
This pain I feel
Is locked up in me
Eating away at my every inside
well yea thats how I feel. is that a good poem? for someone
who wrote as I went along.
PLEASE COMMET!
BYE! Love MOST!