One Of Those Days
Today our really the last month or so hasn't been the greatest but like everything their are GOOD!!! points and bad and YOU just have to sometimes look for the POSITIVES instead of just digging a dark hole of I HATE LIFE/PEOPLE because of their BAD points.
Any way as you can might tell Im a bit pissed off and upset but at least at school I have if notawesome at least ok subjects and its great to get back into that whole school life again but I just wish that I could change somethings but I can't so I'll have to live i guess cause we all have our burdens to bare some more than others and some people need help but sometimes they can't help or they lose after awhile because they can't cope with yours and their own but aren't friends supposed to be there?????????????? (help me please)
Well I guess the only thing I can talk to now is my Diary and this but I don't put half of what i woant to say on here because I don't want to offend others for its not fair and I mean the whole world doesn't have to know really plus now I know that I can't share my probs with anyone now so I just bare all my own probs on my own which the last time I did was not the best idea but now at least I have a diary but its not the same as a friendly hug
Yea Im in a pretty depressed state tonight but Im just a bit pissed of with somethings but at least Im not at home for home is no longer sweet and is an neverending battle just to not lose control.
Anyway I better go and besides this is getting a bit to indepth and don't know what the word is at the mo
Well see some of you tomorrow and other later days
Any way as you can might tell Im a bit pissed off and upset but at least at school I have if notawesome at least ok subjects and its great to get back into that whole school life again but I just wish that I could change somethings but I can't so I'll have to live i guess cause we all have our burdens to bare some more than others and some people need help but sometimes they can't help or they lose after awhile because they can't cope with yours and their own but aren't friends supposed to be there?????????????? (help me please)
Well I guess the only thing I can talk to now is my Diary and this but I don't put half of what i woant to say on here because I don't want to offend others for its not fair and I mean the whole world doesn't have to know really plus now I know that I can't share my probs with anyone now so I just bare all my own probs on my own which the last time I did was not the best idea but now at least I have a diary but its not the same as a friendly hug
Yea Im in a pretty depressed state tonight but Im just a bit pissed of with somethings but at least Im not at home for home is no longer sweet and is an neverending battle just to not lose control.
Anyway I better go and besides this is getting a bit to indepth and don't know what the word is at the mo
Well see some of you tomorrow and other later days